This summer is going by way too fast. I feel like it was just yesterday that I was packing up my classroom and telling my class goodbye. In a month I will have to start unpacking and leave Olivia. Before I had her, I knew it would be hard to go back to work. However, I had no idea it would be this heartbreaking. I was holding her today and my tears just started flowing. How in the world am I going to leave this precious girl with someone else? I seriously have no idea how I am going to do it. Jeremiah tells me not to dwell on it and just enjoy my time with Olivia. Honestly, I am enjoying every single second of being her mom. Even when she wakes up in the middle of the night I find myself just smiling. I just feel so blessed. But..that doesn't make it any easier. The school year is still going to come and I'm still going to leave her every day. Ugh.
So that's why I would like the summer to slow down. I know I have had alot of time off with her, but I would like more.:)
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Kortny,
I have been there, and I feel your anguish! It motivates you to get to school later in the morning, leave earlier in the afternoon, and prioritize family time. Olivia will be fine- you will be fine. :)
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